nearly a week

 Time is moving in strange ways. Every day is eerily similar to the one before. The hours drag on but then it's already Friday, it's already the middle of August, remember when it was MARCH? I barely do anymore. Have I showered? I need to cook meals again? How can the car need gas when we go nowhere? 

The child is bored and listless. I see it in her eyes. I worry what remote learning will be like for her. I worry about her having little to no interaction with other children.  I wonder if I will ever have a steady income or a job again. I worry what happens if one of us gets sick, living in this house with one bathroom.... Speaking of which, sent my mom off for a covid test today, where the doctor recommended she use her own dedicated bathroom. Yeah Oh Kay.  So what comes next? 

I'm just trying to keep myself together. Trying to keep those teeth in my head as long as I can. 

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